Dear...

I feel exactly the same way about someone. If We go a day without speaking I feel as if that day was wasted. I too wish I could tell the person how much I really care. I wish I knew if they felt the same way and were just afriad to say it.

Sometimes fear of striking out keeps us from playing the game. This is so true when it comes to love.

I dont know why, but my friend alwasy alludes to not feeling good enough for me, to even be my friend, and yet, I know that is not true, at the same time I feel unworthy to want more that "Just Friends."

Hange in there, and don't be afriad.

I know what you mean... I don't always get to speak to him everyday and those days feel incomplete. I wish I could just say what's on my mind and how I feel. I am just afraid of what he'd say if I said anything.

Fear of the unknown is what is stopping me. I have never played the game. No one ever got my attention like he has. I guess I can't win if I don't play.

I know I will say something someday. When and how are the questions. I have to or I'll never know and not knowing will drive me nuts.

I can understand why your friend says/alludes to not being worthy. I do the same thing because somehow it justifies why I don't say what I really want to say (at least in my mind). It makes the imagined rejection easier somehow.

Thanks for your comment. Although I know that I am not the only one to feel this way, it's nice to actually hear someone else say it.

Hang in there. too. Remember you are not alone...